Lifee????

what is the meaning of this life??
is it to get wealthy??
is it to get better life??
or is it to achieve greatness in life??

I get tired thinkin' of it
I got my mind full of questions
questions that 'til now...
I haven't found the answers...

sometimes in my deepest thoughts
in my darkest hours...
I remember what Soe Hok Gie's words

" the best luck is never be born
second is to die in the age of so young
and the worst is to die in late age.. "

yes...
it was very pesimistic of me
coz' I haven't found a single clue
for what should I do with this life I was going through...

all I know..
I haven't done enough..
inFACT, it will never be enough

I'm just gonna do my best
for my family...
for my friends...
for everyone that I love..
and for my self..

wish this spirit will never gone.....